to be or not to be ...

Monday, February 19, 2007

what is the big deal? i am in a relationship and it is slowly feeling like it is slipping out of control. i love my cat, she doesn't, she wants sex at least 3 times a week ... i could care a'less. i am seeking cousel for my whoa's, as they are what get me to the end with all my relations, and she ... is feeling more and more irrational.
i just want to be understood, i give where i feel it is needed, and i am affectionate, although, apparently not enough for her.
there is this weird thing that has happened. she was sure and sturdy for some time, and when we came to a moment that we decided to give it "another try" weeks in to it, she was weak and feeling meek and unsure about herself again, this is my opinion and i pull this thought from my feelings ...
she is just putting off weak vibes. in an emotional sense, i mean i really want to see her love for herself, she is just not there yet i suppose....

i can not figure out what is next ... to bed. soon.

what is the big deal? i am in a relationship and it is slowly feeling like it is slipping out of control. i love my cat, she doesn't, she wants sex at least 3 times a week ... i could care a'less. i am seeking cousel for my whoa's, as they are what get me to the end with all my relations, and she ... is feeling more and more irrational.
i just want to be understood, i give where i feel it is needed, and i am affectionate, although, apparently not enough for her.
there is this weird thing that has happened. she was sure and sturdy for some time, and when we came to a moment that we decided to give it "another try" weeks in to it, she was weak and feeling meek and unsure about herself again, this is my opinion and i pull this thought from my feelings ...
she is just putting off weak vibes. in an emotional sense, i mean i really want to see her love for herself, she is just not there yet i suppose....

i can not figure out what is next ... to bed. soon.