to be or not to be ...

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

there is no drama in my life currently. as i am fully content with that, it is often not so good for pen to paper relations or in this case keyboard to blog.
well, ok, so two fridays ago laura and i were burglarized. the thieves came in sweeping in to my bedroom window take everything of value in their path. uhg. why do people feel the need to terrorize? what was taken: my mac, her two pc's, my cd player and dvd, her two guitars, and along with that went nine years of her writing and our safety!
sleeping in my room was not even a thought in my mind for days!
this has sprurred all sorts of emotions for me. there is loss and fear and terror and anger. the day we were robbed i was walking around in my front yard with a large wood rod, i am NOT violent, so this was out of character. i definately can be sassy, but violence is not my m.o.
so here i sit at the online cafe pecking away at a keyboard that is not my own. eh', really i am ok with that part, it is the part where i have to leave my home, where i feel (somewhat) comfortable and things flow with more ease there. this is all small in the grand scale, it still felt violating and somewhat like a film ... like i was going to wake up and it was all a dream or so.

anyway. times up here...
see you next time.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

me: a virgo with a moon in scorpio and a saggitarius rising. i love to write, although i am often spurred by pain, love, loss or incomprehesable happenings. this is a hopeful place for me to bear it all.
we shall see ...
more to come.

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day one

just to prime the pump, i would like to start by saying ... i do not often use capital letters for most anything ... i just don't.

the wellbeing of the universe: it is often speculated that we are in some sort of cat-and-mouse game with god; "the dark days", " the end", "the return of jesus christ", etc. my question to all the people of the land is, just how lucky do you think you are? this would all be way to easy!
that is my thought anyway.